Today I randomly decided to see what ‘spam’ WordPress protects my blog from and um… most wasn’t spam o.O Legitimate comments are being treated as spam, if not originating from WordPress (I’m guessing that’s how it works). WordPress has protected my blog from over 2000 spams, which I now know were mostly NOT spam – which I can no longer access! Wow.

So to anyone who has said a kind word (or given constructive criticism – trust me, I take those into consideration even though I do not post) I apologize for not seeing it or being able to post your comments. I’ll check spam regularly now.

One comment was about my english and I apologize in advance for that. It’s a combination of being excited when I write and not editing enough, sometimes in the middle of the night, or my 3 years of taking engineering where english is only a minor concern in our studies.
My studies interfered with my love of reading so that has hindered my grammar and spelling as well; not Seeing proper english and grammar on a regular basis.

To benefit from my posts I ask that you suspend any criticism, in your mind, of my english so you don’t miss the point I’m making.
Everything I write here is how I see the world. It is purely My interpretation. It is a combination of what I see, hear, read and experience, which I then filter through my brain and decide what makes the most sense to Me. But I know I’m not alone in my views so I share them here, hoping to connect a few dots for other people, as my own research connects dots for me.

The beauty of all of my research is that I’m more accepting of who I AM. NOW. I see happiness as something I can attain NOW. It doesn’t hinge on Having something or Being something.
Another cool thing I just learned is that we don’t really yearn for Things but rather for the Feelings we’ll have when we get them. At first I was like “No”. Then I thought about it. Then I realized “Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah! That’s true!” You can control your feelings NOW (or if not, then meditation will help that). You can feel However you want RIGHT NOW.

What I really want to come from this blog is that it create inspiration! Give you the motivation to start learning to eat healthy, to start jogging or walking regularly, to drink more water, to start that club/group you always wanted, to do your year-old sewing (or maybe that’s just me), to make your To-Do lists easier to accomplish so you stop feeling let down, to take your dog out for more walks, to be kinder to people around you or to remove those who don’t belong in your life, to give your pocket change when homeless people ask for some money (You have to give to receive, it’s practically a law of physics), to take your children to the park more often or read them that 2nd book before bedtime, to give more conscious gifts – give someone money to distribute on Kiva, buy them an acre of Rainforest, give them a choice of what charity their gift money goes to, or give them an experience instead of something material. Or to start asking for help from those around you.
No successful business person Ever went it alone, individuals can’t either.